In Sydney now... I hate planes. They screw everything up. And like literally before you know it a day is gone.
This place scares me. Its all too familiar. I hate its familiarity. I would rather be thrown into an unknown place actually. Makes me less confused.
Not to mention. Its 8:20PM now, and the sun is out. Just barely setting. Scary.
I also don't like that Sophie's not here. And that she's still back in Malaysia with the whole family. It makes me sad. She's the bloody reason I'm even here. I could be back in Brisbane laughing and having fun right about now. It's so lonely here. I don't like that I don't know anyone, or anything. But that I actually do know this place.
Scary.
I want to play out the entire 2008 again.
Scary.